KERO-CHAN ! :DD
blogged @10:20 PM, Thursday, November 05, 2009
凡事顺其自然，遇事处于泰然，得意之时淡然，失意之时坦然，艰辛曲折必然，历尽沧桑悟然。
even things take a turn for the worse
i'm prepared for it.
please don't waver my thoughts anymore
当你能飞的时候就不要放弃飞，当你能梦的时候就不要放弃梦，当你能爱的时候就不要放弃爱。生命太过短暂，今天放弃了明天就不一定能得到。
if i regret, let me be.
i'll do my best.
一切尽力而为。
hee hee to you. don't question how much you've impacted me because you've really done alot. (: trust me. :D and no my chi is not imba!~ aahha.
POOF. graduation is tmr. i'll miss everything.
4 years is not long not short not a waste of time.
now after 4 years.
我就是这样lo.
much more a goof than ever whahah.
now it is time to feel old again.
*does a 老人健身操*
blogged @10:17 PM, Tuesday, November 03, 2009
WAAHAHAHA this is late -.- but the feelings are sinking in (erm i'm slow -.-)
and besides, i'm really lazy this days, i just slack arnd and even blogging is too tedious for me ahhwahah. (i'm really getting 老了）
ATC'09 is a different experience. HEHEH different is a very general word i know, but i can't seem to dig up any other words alr -.- let's do a tally (:
No. of hours slept: ~3?
HAHAH this was good enough. i went to ATC expecting no hours for sleep (: guess 3 was really a bargain. i don't exactly rmb what time i fell asleep but i rmb waking up as soon as meichun (i think) said "sqms it is 3.30am alr" then i rmb fire drill so i shot up. ahaha sqms are very sluggish in the morning.
Person who slept the most: LJH! :X
lim! i swear you are good (: she was abt the first few ppl to fall asleep. then she woke up for fire drills. Sqms went to change. And she went on sleeping hahaha -.-
the cutest part is that she falls asleep in this adorable position o.o i dunno whether to laugh or cry ahahah. and she just lies there & you cant wake her until she gets up herself.
i didnt know the legendary dragon slept so much~ no wonder we dont get to see it often :D
AH SPEAKING OF WHICH.
amelia ng jing jing cannot be woken up. HAHAHA kathy tried to wake her up for their sentry duty XD somehow she told her to wait for a while and ended up not waking up at all wahahaha. kind hearted MC went instead ahaha -.-
oh and sentry duty was lol.
ALPHA is sly. -.- they placed CHAIRS at the doors! (trying to lay a trap! XO) haha and someone was sleeping sitting up xD i was super amused xD
BRAVO had someone who was lying on top of the rifle haha so amusing.
CHARLIE slept around a circle or smth -.-
DELTA. hmm quite normal xD
No. of positions i had under the bench for night walk : 6
ever since my very nice curse of 'torchlight-spoiling-every-nightwalk', i brought a light up toy with me for NIGHTWALK. turns out my position was not scary at all -.-
i was super scared cause i was alone at the furthest side of sch. meliang gave me her whistle to blow in case anything happened and LJH is good. her last words before i set off were " blow louder hor" -.-
but it was okay la. LT is not as scary as it seems after all. xD i shifted my position 6 times cause it was uncomfortable + NOT SCARY ._____. in the end had backache O.o but okay la LOL. was the last sqm to be collected xD
No. of sqms with real injuries: at least 3
HEHEHEH i know at least got ANJJ and TJY (: plus me -.-
ANJJ had her injury right from the first event -- Campcraft. HAHA God knows how she got it.
HAHA mine came from there too -.- God knows how i got it.
TJY fell down. so she has the most injuries! *presents award*
oh some cadet pointed at some scar on my leg ahaha during CDC and ask if it was a burn. xD i was downright amused i tell you. But i had the professionalism not to laugh out loud.
ah cadets are always amusing.
No. of buns ate: 2 or 3?
this was due to the convenience and time efficiency of eating buns over proper meals. SQMS really didnt have much time to eat any meal. Most of us had dinner at 0000hrs well. NOT A GOOD TIME TO DIGEST FOOD I MUST SAY. 姐姐们有练过，小妹妹不要学哦。 O.o
No. of activities: 8 (very 吉利）
HAHA quite some bit of activities cut away ):: sqms planned quite hard for them too. aish. but the 8 activities were really the gist i must say (: though it was probably tiring on cadets cause they had activities non-stop. but a job well done to everyone.
No. of injuries i had for CDC: 6
No. of injuries that were supposed to be there -.-: 2 xO
okay ahahah. THIS was mainly because i kept rubbing make up on random parts of my leg -.- at one point of time some sqm said my thighs were too empty and i accidentally put too much make up -.- so it looked like one whole big pile of redness hahaha.
and some other sqm went "你有流产meh."
-.-
well.
that brings me to this :
No. of times my 'baby' fell out during CDC: 2 T-T
AND LUCKY It was only during the ALPHA_DELTA session PHEWW. because i learnt my less on after that and rmb to use my hand and support. ahaha
the first time i came down the stairs with two ppl supporting me -.- hohohoo so very well, the bean bag thing slipped out T-T WAH extremely embarrassing la .____. one moment i was mad then the next moment i became normal picked up the child, put my arm back over the cadet's shoulder and went "let's continue".
bad enough it happened once. it happened for another time somemore.
T-T suayyyy!~
hmmphh. let's see..
MOST :O game ; 一个头两个大
hahah cadets were really amusing when they had to balance the spoons and saucers with water. oh and someone went to drink the water -.- because the instruction given was "take some water using the spoon and put it in your mouth"
WAHAHAH so adorable.
some really had no ability to balance anything at all ahahah. the moment they hold the saucer, the water gets emptied and the spoon one will also somehow get emptied also -.- AHAHAHA.
anyway it was a pity to chase cadets who couldn't answer some qns back ): i believe it is really quite disappointing to go back when you've come so far ):
and cadets like to think that i learn the organ. -.- WAHAHAHAA nono the legendary one does~ (::
most scary moment
WHEN MY GUYLINE HEMP BROKE AND THE POLE ALMOST FELL.
wooa. that was scary. i bet meichun found it most scary ahhaha i've nvr been a pegger when a pole is abt to fall. WAH can't imagine.
but it turned out okay in the end (:: i like our flagpole. ah reminds me of all the nice campcraft moments with sqms and even NYCT (:: ah i really miss those times.
most 欣慰 game ; BARBIE IN DISTRESS
ah. it was really nice to see cadets give in their all.
i dare not say everyone did, but hopefully everyone tried their hardest and did the best the could for the company.
was with BRAVO, heehhe and i must say i think it was evident that they did try! (:
most special game ; CSI
woo. i keep thinking how i'd like to play this game as a cadet ahaha. so interesting and intriguing la. xD
was with ALPHA xD they were high (: that's the best part. the rest, i think they really did not bad. especially towards the end! (:
woo i'm tired of blogging alr.
sleep. sleep.sleep. okay xD
i must say ATC'09 is really smth i wont forget. especially going thru loads of emotional roller coaster over it. and the amusing incident me and tay had ordering dinner at coro at 7pm one day before camp. THAT WAS UTTERLY embarrassing XO
LOL. all in all. giving was a lot and taking was no where near little.i hope cadets took back loads too (:: that would make everything more than worthwhile. :D
blogged @1:05 AM, Thursday, October 22, 2009
EOYs ARE OVER :DD
(YAY FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY)
hehehehe. trying to chiong videos tonight~ (::: i'm a happy person YEAAHH! xD
can't believe that is it! NO MORE SECONDARY SCH EXAMS! :D (let's not think abt HCL Os first (: )
went out with sqms today. (:: sqms are very interesting people. xD i had a great time la no doubt. LOOKING FORWARD TO FRIDAY :D
yeah. i really feel like burning notes xD hahaahha nvm. i think i'll have to clean up my room tmr D: the whole room is filled with papers, TB, notes & TYS D:
alright.
i am not looking forward to getting back papers -.-
after exams,
- ENJOY
- carry out after exam plans :D
- MORE SQMS time (::
lose fatsbe more fit- graduation
- TAIWAN 我们来了~ XDD
(草莓,gohyingxiang, pinky ah~ SARANGHAEYO [haha still got tong jiayin and others XD])
blogged @2:19 PM, Saturday, August 22, 2009
well. well welllllll.
at 3.28pm today SSGT AMELIA NG JING JING just said "you know what? i just realised we've pop-ed."
haha. it feels weird. there's like no words to describe this really weird feeling. haah, so i will continue to say that i just feel weird. -.-
yesterday was a really busy and chaotic day.
i felt damn depressed. -.- then when it was time to change for POP, sqms were trying to think of all ways to convince ourselves that no matter the parade is ON.
when me and tay went down, ma'ams were alr there. then they helped us to attempt to clear the quadrangle floor by making it drier. when ms khoo popped out of the window on the 2nd floor saying that she thinks we can't have the parade, we cried.
the thought was "why is it so unfair? we already didn't get our ATC. 如果连POP都没有，我们什么都没有了。“ & it was really touching that ma'ams came back (even xtm :D although she left later D:)
lucky we had the parade in the end. in the rain memorable enough, i must say :D thank you unit, for accompanying us for our last parade, though it was in the rain. :D (hopefully nobody falls sick )
after POP we went around. hahhaha cadets all suddenly lost their ability to sing songs huh! AHAHAHA. saw 37 ma'ams (jolene p. ma'am & huijun ma'am :D) was really shocked. i mean, WAHHH :D so many years passed alr! :O i wonder how i will feel when it comes to 43's pop xO
POST POP was enjoyable. Thank you for the programs 41 :D can see the 用心! ;D haha & the dutch lady milk really came HAHAHA :X was super amused.
wanted to upload pictures xOOO but hahaah.
43's cookie :DD i love cookies seriously (: thankyou guys (tay:hey they're girls -.- ) yingsiu was lol when she was commenting on their cookie while eating it during sqd talk -.- i honestly think it tastes good :D though my cookie is not round! :B ahaha i realised today. my bro stole like 50cent coin worth of cookie D; *whacks*
谢谢你们！ ：D
ah this is cool :D the blue thing is cement? HAHAAH :x me and meliang were like still guessing what it was when we first got it (: & it is sweet of them to put donghae in the picture (: though i doubt i'll ever get to take a picture with donghae D: ahahah.
41's DEEDEE :D it is cute (: EH BUT THEY ARE BIAS lor D: hahaah why pinky's one got 슈주 behind one D; [eh come tayjiayuin let's go sew it on ourselves D:] hong's one was so lol (pooh says it is the most expensive one HAHAHAA) wasn't expecting that it was for her la HEEHEHE. there was this twins one that i almost thought was for me and meliang lol. turned out to be mc & camelia :D
42's funny cadet :D haha. oh their performance was epic funny :D aiya, the four of them are really very cute.
btw sqms were saying our aunty-ness got 接班人 cause they gave us our presents in NTUC plastic bags lol :D
THANK YOU CADETS :D
THANK YOU MA'AMS :D
oh yea we got to hug our 39 ma'ams NCOs also XDD it was funny ;D sqms quened up for second round & ma'ams almost didnt realise (hence i get a free hug xDD ) lalaal :D yay but sad that 43 nvr ask for hug D:
that was POP. i think feelings will come later. (slow reactions yeah. :x)
sometimes i think i do wish to go back in time. but maybe it is better to move on. i don't exactly look foward to the future, but i do hope that we are still able to be together no matter what future brings. NP is not what holds us tgth right? :
blogged @8:12 PM, Wednesday, August 19, 2009
bleah blogger still screwed. -.- grahh. GRAHH! D:
so much for the whole troubles over GCP.today seemed to pass quite reasonably okay.
sqms all seemed quite comfortable with their choices alr. :D
(except you la tyj, nvr hand in the form -.-)
pitched tent with sqms after act. yest :D got back the 以前做cadets 的感觉 (:
was quite high except for the fact that the funny twine keeps breaking lols.
got reminded of CT also xDD can't wait to see how CT'10 would be like :D
hmmph that day i was thinking about how thankful i am towards MJ and YX.
i wonder what might be the situation today, if we didnt come tgth in sec 3? hm. MJ is like forever reminding us, discpline-ing us (HAHAH reminds me of huicong XO) though she really is super paranoid (*cues YX to nod*)
YX eh, is the funny person and the listener. she listens to us grumble. haha. (she's like my version of hong's mother :D)
anyway, i cant wait for tmr :D (except the waking up early part .__.)
it's really quite kind of the sch to finally give us a break. ARGHh lessons are like so sian nowadays, and all the tchrs are all concerned about how they are supposed to finish the syllabus before EOYs. -.- wahha.
oh & i decided that i must slowly withdraw myself from fancrazing xOOO
so that i would really learn to concentrate and prepare for EOYs soon -.-
I HOPE IT WON'T BE PAINFUL -.- ahahha.
i think this would make me anticipate post EOYs more too :D MOTIVATION MOTIVATION! ahahah (: jiayou jiayou! :D
got back IH today. (left physics._.)
i was telling yx about my reliance on sqms at times. like IH block test notes. :D
it was totally efficient la, & if my results are good then i really need to owe it all to doe and ray as well as the head (mehmeh). :D
ahaha she says it applies to her and caoyun.
& i'm actually somehow really afraid by my this reliance. -.-
i mean,see, sqms will always give company, sqms will always give advice, sqms will always give help in sch work, sqms will always give support and comfort, sqms will always DISCPLINE us (AHem that's why i love you huicong! :D you're amazing)
there's so much i rely on them for. what happens when we get separated? i wonder what might happen to me. D:
well. POP is on friday. xO
i dunno what i'm feeling now. was doing ____________ (giggles) with 43 ncos today.
lalala i was sort of reminded about how none of us seemed to have wanted to take the sec 1 sqd. ahahha. i know ys didn't. i can't really rmb about jiayuin. i know meliang didnt have any preference. & i told ma'am that i didn't mind any sqd except sec 1s -.-
now i sort of understand why they went against my wishes ahaha. (and i thank them for that :) ) it's quite true, i don't really suit any sqd other than sec ones -.- (& all four of us too ahaha)
whooh sqms. four years. haha. 时间过很快吧.
i wonder what this four years would have been like if it wasn't for you all/NYNP.
i must say that though there were quite some hardships, i am thankful to NYNP for giving me 11 loving sisters!
(or rather: 1 amazing husband, i cool 狮头,1 lameo and 'loving' mother,1 sick father lol, 1 fake twin( lol tweeoo and tweeern ._.), 1 adorable & amusing fellow fan-crazer, 1 fellow zihigh monkey, 1 amazing inspirational tiger, 1 adorable funny aunty, 1 really crazy & fun-loving piggy, 1 really busy but still tries hard unit head :D)
我爱你们! ★★★★★★★★★★★★(12 stars :D)
P.s. SONG OF TODAY: iwannashit (*winks*)
blogged @8:22 PM, Sunday, August 16, 2009
(wahseh why is blogger still screwed. *Curse in mars language*)
FRIDAY
FUN-est day in a nong nong time :D funfair was epic funny.
RED VS WHITE WAS REALLY FUN ALSO :D
RED TEAM ROCKS :D
sqms were totally screaming la! :D can tell lim jinghong is that kind of 人来疯 person. she cannot high by herself one need to get the right atmosphere! HAHAHA :D our screaming was good okay :D
南中拳 is cmi -.- bleahharhgh. but it was funny too la ahahah.
i didnt really like our red team cheer xD cause at first we couldnt catch it at all so dunno what to sing then totally 扫兴 ;x but well :D still very high :D
& WE WON THE CANDY THINGO :D yeah man nvr waste our efforts on thursday afternoon ahahah. seriously, if they tell us now that 大白兔 got melamine again and fizzy cola got something wrong horh, our sch close down alr.
ACT was hmmph okay ;D being medic with tayjia and 孩子们. was interesting. ahahah.
stayed back a little while then decided to go eat tgth in the end xD reached home quite late. AHAHAH my ma called kathy & I WAS SUPER FREAKED OUT cause i was totally wondering how on earth she managed to grab hold of kathy's number xO
then i went home & realised it was because i used kathy's phone to call her -.- blehahhh. FREAKED ME OUT LOR TOTALLY. XO
anyway tungyijung.this is in case you read this.
cheer up okay monkey. i'll buy you more bananas :D
stop thinking of those negative stuff -.- pointless okay woman, pointless! (:
now eat your banana, sleep and wake up happier okay! it's not that bad!
& crying is not bad also okay. *cough* crying is okay ;D you can cry to sqms its okay :D
so yea generally just eat banana and go banana and be happier ;D yeah.
climb a tree also, if you need to -.- HAHAH.
anyway :D this week is POP week. bleahhaha. dunno what to say. *breathes in & out*
blogged @2:27 PM, Monday, August 10, 2009
THIS POST IS DEDICATED TO YOU!
such that you would stop saying that i look like gong minji! :OOO
eh she's very adorable and all (: and she's cool :D and she's around my age (ahem 1 year younger) and her birthday is near mine yesyes! I ADORE HER but NO i dont look like her that much that you must keep telling me that everyday! ;x *frowns*
ahaha.
here's minzy's cute face!
the only thing i will admit is that yes we have a mole at the exact same spot on our necks but different side.
okay. & actually maybe i do look like her when i was young (& when she was younger)
BUT THAT WAS AGES AGO.
so yah! YOU.
stop it ah -.-
uh huh! i alr did your dare so you stop ah! stop ah!
though i must say (:
minji does look like daesung :X AHHAAA!
tatarah (: